Are you ready for this?

Hello bloggers, well hasn't it been just FOREVER.

Well, the summer is here and let me tell you... not going the way I wish it would. 

Disappointment #1- The party

Corey and Wyatt were inseperable the ENTIRE time. They wouldn't shut up either. They did what they wanted and basicly didn't even follow along with the party. We walked down to the park at my elementary school and they walked like 20 feet infront of us and didn't even do anything with us when we got to the play ground. And they ditched us and went over the fence to the middle school... fucking pricks. We all left but Maia and I felt bad for leaving them but then we went back and got them but then deffinetely regretted it. Wyatt talked to Maia and Corey talked to me because we did not hold back any emotion at all and they aren't as oblivious to not be able to tell we were really pissed off. Corey pryed the info out of me and i basicly broke down in front of him and told him EVERYTHING... things got better after that. Me and Maia got to "cuddle" with them under the stars and everything was peachy until texting them afterwards and they both basicly friend zoned her and I HARD -_-

Disappointment #2- Jared and Julie

It is June 25th and they are showing no downward spiral. Granted they haven't seemed to be talking as much and they haven't seen each other very much this summer, I just feel that makes no difference. I'm just hoping that maybe by the school year... things may change. God I hope so. 

Disappointment #3- White Division show

My team sucked so hard at the show for Westernaires I wanted to cry so badly. 

I didn't make captain either. 

Disappointment #4- Sam Grogan shaved his head.

'nuff said.

Disappointment #5- Swimming.

I have gone swimmng once and don't have a tan.. like at all -_-

That's really about it. It's not all that bad but I don't have anything good enough to really rant about so there is no point in writing a little post aside from a long one that is probably way more interesting.

Plus my friend Amy is writing this amazing story about me and Jared. It is coming along great but so far she only had the intro. She's writing it from both points of view (his and mine)

This is me- He was a gift, a gift from the heavens. I guess that why they call him the “Guardian Angel.” His blond hair hung carelessly into his sparkling blue eyes that pierced your soul with one glance. He didn’t know the meaning of sad, for his cute pink lips never turned upside down. That smile, oh that smile beamed warm light into your heart, instantly curing you melancholy dieses. He was the kind of boy who was cuter then hell and sweeter then heaven, tougher then leather but softer then a hummingbird. He always knew exactly what to say to me, how to treat me and were to take me. He was the most thoughtful, sexy, and amazing boy in the world. This is the story of how I found my, Guardian Angel. 

 

This is him- She was a miracle, a dream come true. I guess that’s why they call her a shooting star. Her long wavy dark brown hair hung aside her exotic green eyes that memorized you with one glance. She didn’t know she was beautiful, she often wore a frown and eyes full of hopelessness; I was determined to change that. She was the kind of girl who was prettier than a sunset and nicer then an old horse, smarter than god but more adventures then a new born lion cub. She always knew how to act walk and talk to make me smile. She was the most beautiful, cutest, sweetest eye candy I had ever laid eyes on. This is the story of how I found my, shooting star.

Well... yep that's everything for now. 

ILOVEYOUBLOGGERS

Signed, 

Yours Truely...

Catlynn Crimson

Tears

Tell me when it's my turn to have a happy ending....

When will I be the one to win??

I was so stupid thinking that I could compete with Jewels. 

So stupid thinking that Jerry would choose me over Kirsten. 

So stupid to think that Corey would want to be more than friends with me. 

Stupid Stupid Stupid....

I thought that finally I had a chance against all of these beautiful girls, Jolted straight back to reality in one day.

Is it so wrong that I want someone to like me??

Is it wrong that I wish I would be on his mind as much as he's on mine?????

Is it so wrong to want to be someone's first choice for once???

Here comes the summer

Okay, so we all know that schools almost out and we're all extremely excited, and to celebrate that i'm having a party.
^_^
It's not a big party and there will not be a lot of drinking and blah blah whatever, because we aren't like that. but there's going to be dancing and LOTS of fun. I'm really excited. This is our last full week of school. Next week no school on Monday and then school is out on next Thursday.

Coninuation...
Okay so I know this is really nothing but still, it's pretty big. The eighth grade graduation.
I have the perfect dress and it's complete with the perfect shoes and everything. Not only is continuation gonna be great but so is the eighth grade picnik. Our new principal doesn't care what we wear to the picnik so me and my friends are going all out and wearing SUMMER clothes :D So excited.

Alright now here's the real reason i'm writing this post.
Corey.
Alright so Jerry is a jerk wagon. Yeah I liked him, but I mean it wasn't really anything important, and my friend did something really bitchy and now he thinks i'm the creepiest person ever, and TBH I do not care.
Now here's the thing, Corey, him and I have never really talked before this last weekend.
Images, choir, orchestra, AND band went to Elitches last Friday so we got to ditch and hang out the ENTIRE day just doing whatever at the theme park. I was Kirsten and she ditched me to hang out with Emily (surprise, surprise) but then I decided to hang out with Maia, Monica, Kai'lee, Wyatt, Devlyn, and ... Corey :)
Like I said Corey and I had never talked before this trip, and that's okay because now that we have it's great. He is such a sweet guy. He's funny, and really cute.
We have been texting ALL weekend and same on monday and today. Even when the conversation is about to die he won't let it. He doesn't respond in an instant but it doesn't take him that long. <3

Anyways, I invited him to my party. I'm hoping something will happen that night. Maybe not literally SOMETHING but maybe sparks, chemistry, ya know what I mean.
And at continuation I'm hoping I'll stun him. It may not happen cause Emma may look better than me but I doubt it :) She may be cute, but i'm beautiful :D

Haha that's just me being optimistic, so you shut your face ^_^
 Anyways, Wish me luck!! I really like him and he's acting like he might like me too <3

LOVE YOU BLOGERS,
yours truely
Catlynn Crimson<3

Can I have this dance?

Take my hand. Take a breath. Pull me close... and Take one step.
Keep your eyes. Locked to mine. Let the music be your guide.
Won't you promise me? We'll keep dancing, wherever we go next.

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together. We just keep on gettin' better.
So Can I have this dance?

Take my hand. I'll take the lead. Every turn will be safe with me.
Don't be afraid. Afraid to fall. You know i'll catch you, through it all.
And you can't keep up apart.
Cause my heart is wherever you are.


It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you.
It's one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do.
And with every step together. We just keep on gettin' better.
So Can I have this dance?

Jeremiah...

Alright, So I know this blog post is long over-due. Okay well, I have not a lot to say but it is pretty important I let you guys know that I don't think i'm ever going to get over Jared. I hate the fact that I never shut up about him, and never stop blogging about him no matter how hard I try. . . He really is perfect to me but I'm not to him and that's fine, I don't care what he thinks about me as long as he's happy.

So, here's the reason I am writing this. There's this guy... His name is Jerry... Or Jeremiah^^ as you can tell by the title. I really like this guy, and he's so cute, he's extremely smart and he seems nice.... but the thing is he likes this other girl. Her name is Jewels. . . She's one of my really good friends, but she doesn't like him... At all..
It's not fair. . . I know life isn't fair and blah blah but the other guy I like, Sage, Likes her too. It's like COME ON. What are the fucking chances???

I don't even care anymore. I'm done trying... I'm so done with this.

Signed,
Yours Truely
Catlynn Crimson

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase


What would you do if tomorrow I didn't wake up. What if tonight was my last night? What would you regret not telling me?
Would you miss me? Would you cry?

Just something to occupy your mind. 

CO springs

Hey guys. Not a lot has been happening lately so I haven't felt the need to really blog about it.
But this weekend was my images trip.

Images is the advanced choir for my school. It's our audition choir and I'm in it.. WOO.
Haha anyways. Friday was when we left for Colorado Springs. It was a great trip! We
had one of those like luxury tour buses that you see bands in and everything. It was awesome.
The only bad thing that happened was we hadn't even been on the bus 15 minutes when we broke
the curtain thing. It was SO much fun. I also got to hold hands with the cutest guy in that choir pretty much the whole trip. He even asked me out. Ya, that lasted about 2 days. He hasn't dated anyone before, so he practically is like a little kid so he just wasn't ready. It was actually really funny cause I called it before he did it.

Just Cause, here is a picture of us at the royal gorge from Friday. I'm slightly afraid of heights, and so is he so when we went onto the bridge after the gondela ride we were both scared. Soo, he held my hand.
Yeah he's short... really short actually. lol he looks like my little brother or something.

Anyways, Yeah Images trip was great and we got superior in our age group at calvalcade. (the competition we were in and the whole reason we went up to colorado springs)

Then on Saturday after dinner on the way back to the hotel it was like 10:30 ish and I was tired, so was he, and we were cuddling and I fell asleep on him on the way back :3
But then he broke up with me -_-

Eh, whatever. It's okay. The good news is Jared is leaving my head in overwhelming amounts. It's awesome. Life it so much better right now... hehe.

Love you guys,
Catlynn Crimson